Inspired by Marcus' post, I'd like to ask: what do you like about your dissertation? Do you look at it with a sense of pride, fulfilment, or any other warm emotion? And, if so, why?
I have to admit, I have mine lying around the house and I really do enjoy picking it up, flipping to this page or that, and reading. It makes me feel good to know… I did that.
In a way that connects with Marcus' post, I like my dissertation, in large part, because of its ambition. I set myself a very large project, ended up with a very large result, but one I feel good about.
The first half (3 of 6 chapters) is historical, in the sense that I provide critical interpretations of thinkers from the past (18th, 19th, and 20th centuries). Then the second half consists of constructive interventions into contemporary debates on the basis of a position that has gradually emerged through the critical interpretations of the first half. I show in-depth familiarity with both Western and Africana traditions. I tackle big things like the nature of race, culture, politics, and their inter-relationships.
It has its weaknesses, I'm sure. Strangely enough, though, I felt more conscious of weaknesses when I was closer to it then now, which is the reverse of how it often is when you have more distance from a work. I could find a ton of things to complain about or at least question, but at this point, looking back at it, I generally just feel thankful for both its broad vision and its heaping helpings of detail, guiding me as these features do toward present and future projects. Actually, as I do these present and future projects, I'm always of course aiming for vast improvement on the dissertation, so perhaps that in itself means I know it to be comparatively weak… but, maybe precisely because I don't plan to make it a book, I don't feel that way. It feels not weak but great… as my dissertation.
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