Following this exchange about the "culture of productivity" in academic philosophy, I've been thinking a bit about my summer work habits. I feel like I work pretty hard during the summer. Right now, I've been working most of the day Monday through Friday on all kinds of things–writing new papers, revising old ones, doing Chair stuff (in my new position), and so on. I usually begin at about 9am, take a few breaks during the day (to walk the dog, relax a bit, etc.), and wrap things up around 4 or 5pm. I then take each night entirely off (I never work at night, even during the regular school year), and spend my weekends doing all kinds of enjoyable non-work things: writing and recording new music, hanging out with my spouse or friends, etc.
Anyway, because I have no real idea how much other academic philosophers work during the summer, I have no idea whether my work schedule is "a lot." I will say, however, that I've felt a bit torn about it recently. On the one hand, for the most part I really enjoy what I've been doing. I don't find my work hours a chore. Although it may make me a total "nerd", I actually enjoy spending my days doing what I'm doing: writing new papers, fixing up old ones, etc. This is one of the lucky joys of being a philosopher for a living: I don't experience work as "work" (at least not in the pejorative sense). I also look forward to summer during the school year because, due to my teaching and service load, the summer is really the only time I can really focus squarely on research (I really don't have much time to write while school is in session).
On the other hand, I've been wondering recently whether I've been "working too much." I work really hard during the school year, summer is flying by, and I've spent so much of it sitting in front of a computer that, at times, I feel kind of conflicted about it. Should I be working less hard, giving myself "more of a break"? Problem is, whenever I get away from work I feel a bit guilty about it, not to mention sort of listless and lacking a sense of purpose (though I do have another big hobby these days: recording music). Anyway, I'm just not sure how to feel or what to choose. Perhaps it is because I have become so thoroughly enculturated into the "culture of productivity", perhaps it is because I enjoy work, or perhaps it is for some other reason (such as guilt for even having this kind of "first world problem") – but still, I'm just not sure "how much I should be working."
Consequently, I figured it might help to ask you all: what does your summer look like? How much do you work? Why? And what do you do when you're not working? I think it would be really interesting (and maybe helpful to me and others who wonder about this stuff) to find out!
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