An early-career reader writes in:
I’ve been wondering how one deals with post-publication anxiety. After my first publication, I felt a great deal of anxiety and dread: I couldn’t bear looking at my paper (knowing all the changes I wish I would have made) and it was easy for me to think that my paper was just bad, that it somehow slipped through the cracks of the peer-review process. I feared the paper would eventually get read and word would spread about how lame the paper was and that my career would tank before it even got started. (To be sure, this certainly has happened to people, so why couldn’t it happen to me?!)
Do most people feel this way after publishing for the first time? Do people still feel this way after their nth-publication? How do you deal with it? What do you tell yourself?
This is a great query, and I'm very curious to hear how readers answer!
I have a bunch of thoughts about this, as I have particular attitudes (indeed, a bit of a philosophy) about publishing. I don't pretend that my philosophy here is the right or best one (even in my own case). I simply mean to report how I approach things and why (okay, to be fair, I do offer advice below, but I am well aware it may not be right!).
When I got my first publication, I was just happy I published something. I desperately needed a permanent job, and that empty line on my CV haunted me. So I never really worried much about how it would be received. I was just happy I had something. More generally, I've always been more future oriented than past oriented, and one of my favorite quotes I've come across is this one by CS Lewis: "You can't go back and change the beginning, but you can start from where you are and change the ending."
Back in grad school, I knew perfectionists who thought it vitally important to get things perfect before trying to publish. I don't think any of those people are now in the profession. Why? Well, for many reasons perhaps (including the annually awful job-market), but I do think perfectionism probably had something to do with it. Steve Jobs famously said, "Real artists ship." I'm not an admirer of Jobs' character in general, but I've always thought him right about this. You're not going to get anywhere by sitting on your work. You need to get it out, and if you do, you're going to take some risks and make some mistakes–perhaps even some embarrassing ones. Lord knows Jobs did. And Lord knows even the greatest philosophers did. Kant's universalizability tests in the Groundwork? Sorry, but they are simply epic fails. Everyone makes mistakes. Even the most influential philosophy books and articles we read typically (in my view) have terrible mistakes. Is it possible that word will get around that your paper is bad? Perhaps, but it's worth reminding oneself that:
- Your paper probably isn't terrible (it made it past peer-review, and most papers that do are at least competent).
- Many of the very best works in history initially received awful reviews (I gave a pretty long list here).
- Even if your paper is bad, there's little reason to believe it will be career-defining, provided you do other good work.
Let me say a little more about (3). One thing to bear in mind is that there are a few things that are likely to happen after you publish something:
- Your work may not gain any attention whatsoever (which sucks if your work is good, of course, but not if it's bad!)
- Your work may get some citations and a little discussion but nothing much beyond that (same as above).
- Your work may get a lot of attention–citations and discussion–but even if your work is relentlessly criticized, at least your work got some attention and you can always publish better stuff moving forward.
Let me say a bit more about these. At a few points in my career, I've browsed the publication lists of eminent senior people in the profession. One interesting thing I noticed is that most of their work is simply forgotten. Like, they literally have dozens of papers that have basically faded from view and no one even remembers. What are they remembered for? Answer: their good work. Okay, this oversimplifies a bit perhaps, but is still broadly correct I think. Second, I can actually think of a few scholars who essentially made their careers with bad work: works that are highly cited and widely discussed (and who got tenure and otherwise have good careers), yet the arguments of which are generally agreed in the field to be terrible. Should you want to be one of those people? Maybe not. But there are worse fates to have I think (like, not publishing enough to even get a job), and in any case I think you may have to risk being one of those people to have any chance at being one of the former (i.e. people who made their careers on the basis of good work).
Long story short, my own attitude is to simply not worry too much about the kinds of concerns the OP talks about. Do the best damn job you can on a given work. Try to do your due diligence on (viz. getting outside feedback, revising in the peer-review process, etc.). But then put it out there in the world, see what happens, and move on to the next work. Oh, and if you did make some mistakes (even embarrassing ones), learn from it! To take one example somewhat close to home, my first book received mixed reviews (some fairly good ones, some very bad ones, some in between). Did the negative reviews sting? Sure. Are there things I wish I'd done differently in the book? Yes. Still, I did the best job I could with it given my circumstances, knew some of the risks I was taking, am still proud of a lot of what is in it, and I've tried to learn from my mistakes–which is how my second book came into being (though of course it too will probably contain mistakes of its own!).
My thoughts then are these: Don't be afraid of making mistakes. Chances are you will make some, maybe even some bad ones. Every professional does, and yes, they can be very public ones (even Tom Brady has had some terrible games!). All you can reasonably expect of yourself is that you do your best and try to learn from them. And isn't that what philosophy is about, or at least what it should be about? Instead of spending time worrying about what other people think of your work, consider approaching philosophy more as a personal journey. My primary aim in moral philosophy is to understand the nature of morality. I want to understand it because it matters to me–in everything ranging from my everyday dealings with other people (and animals) to my political views about justice, who to vote for, and so on. If the approach I've defended to moral theory is on the right track, then yes, of course, that would make me happy. But if the approach is wrong, I'd want to learn that too–as difficult as it might be. Lots of philosophers in history have been dead wrong, often embarrassingly so (indeed, I think it goes without saying that the vast majority of them have been!). So, I say, dare to make mistakes. Do your very best to avoid them, but don't sweat it if you do. You're in very good company either way. 🙂
But these are just my thoughts. What are yours?
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